HURTS

Honestly,I don't mean to cruel with u. But i just dont want reply your message. I just want you feel what i feel previously.
Do you remember?i'm sure you still. And you know what? It's so hurt..it's so hurt for me. It's firstly i feel hurt like it. I shattered. I so hurt when you lied and betrayed me . I hurt when you choose that girl than me. I hurt when i hope you'll back to me but actually NOT. I only can to cry and cry. I pray to my God with my tears in my eyes. You're a betrayer!
And now after long time ago. You direct send me a message and beg me to be your friend back to previously again. Are you so stupid? Remember about you and read all of your messages just makes me opened my last hurts. It just makes me remembered how i so broke and hurt thats time. I'll forgive you. But i dont want repeat all anymore. That's hurts. So if you want i forgive you. You can do one thing for me. I want you always pray for me,so that in the future no one can hurt me anymore. Enough for you. Just you,the first and for the last.

based my hurts real story refer to him